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vague

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just give credit where credit is due kid :)
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send me a note or something!
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I don't make vent journals anymore but I have a couple questions to ask you guys if you wanna answer them?
nobody will probably end up reading this anyway w/e

I'm so sick of people telling me that the pain ends and that it gets better
I've been hearing that since I was fucking 7 That's 11 fucking years I've been told that.
It has gotten better yes, but then worse again. then better then worse then better than worse 
life is a roller coaster, yeah, i get it, but when will i stop getting told it gets better??
it never gets "better" its just temporary before shit hits the fan again.

"You can vent to me!"
*vents to them asking for advice*
"It gets better!"

Like I wouldnt care as much if they gave me advice. I appreciate advice so much because i actually take it and try it out because i want to get better. yet everyone is so quick to just be the "hero" and boost their ego saying they "helped someone"
like it just pisses me off. its like a cop out. 

I wish I wasn't a fuck up.
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Procrastination

3 min read
MAIN SONA
• What is the name of your fursona?
Annihilation
• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
I was going through an emo phase and I really wanted a fursona name that was different than everyone elses but still edgy so i got annihilation
• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
Anni is a mix of a red fox and a fennec fox
i chose both of these because i have a strong connection with both of those breeds of fox and thats that really
• What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eye/ect
Annihilation was originally just white red and black! I got the inspiration from Tobuscus's intro of "darkness redness then whiteness" 
I knew what colors i wanted, and eventually i adopted a design and continued to tweak that design until what he looks like now
• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
Anni is usually either super bouncy and happy or majorly upset/numb. there is really no im between and thats basically who i am
• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
Anni doesnt really own any specific items that define them?
I guess their hair if that counts? its not an item but their hair is something i always wanted.
• What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
"Im gonna touch the baby"
• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
"you're toll"
• How has your fursona changed over the years?
oh boy
well uh lets put it this way 
That was his first design.

this was the redesign which is closest to his final design

i say he changed from being super scene to sort of scene i guess?
he also went from being female to agender to male
• How long have you had this fursona?
since 2011
• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
Nah we're pretty much the same personality wise
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